uncontrollable emotions

2004-05-31T14:24:00.000+08:00

i just had my tennis trianing in skool!!! i suck in tennis oh no!! :(
anyways today trainin was tough as i did not grip my racket and do the strokes with it for almost 1 straight month!! so freakin sore was my damn wrist!!!we had to practise our forehand i kept on hittin to the side instead of straight!!! so pathetic!!! i totally suck in it!!!! and after the june holidays trainin we'll either be in skool team or an extra in the CCA!!! hope i get on the skool team!!! but i suck so i'm gonna ask help from my friends in training!!!! MUST GET ON SKOOL TEAM!!!!! nvm i just have to train!!!! train till i die!!!! sweat blood, train for 24 hours without break, strain muscles till it tears!!! stupid holidays, fucked up i am damn bored and i have to study so that i will mantain in express!!! arghhh all the stress!!!! fuck all those stuff!!!! anyways i will end here or i'll end up typin crap and be a bore!!!!! goodbye shittin blog!!! dun blame me for my errors in this entries cos i LACK CARE!!!!

2004-05-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

Madhouse lyrics

White coats to bind me, out of control
I live alone inside my mind
World of confusion, air filled with noise
Who says that my life's such a crime?

Trapped, in this nightmare
I wish I'd wake
As my whole life begins to shake
Four walls, surround me
An empty gaze
I can't find my way out of this maze

'Cause I don't care
Fall in, fall out
Gone without a doubt, help me
I can't take the blame
They don't feel the shame

It's a Madhouse
Or so they claim
It's a Madhouse
Oh, am I insane?

My fears behind me, what can I do
My dreams haunt my sleep at night
Oh no, won't learn their lesson, white fills my eyes
And only then they see the light

2004-05-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

Today ... today is the day of parent-teacher meet!!! ARGHHH!!! hope muh form teacher doesn't talk bad about me.. bet she doesn't dare! if she does she'll pay the price haha!! oh no evil thoughts again!! Ttoday i just got this damn blog!! i only will update it when i'm free cos i am totally lazy to update blogs like my old one it's damn dead wanna visit it? it's morbid-desire.blogspot.com .... well hope u hated it!!

Anyway i juz had a battle with a horryfyin thing .... it's one of the oldest livin thing alive.... it's a cockroach!!! anyway big deal.. i just came home from buyin newspaper when i spotted the thing crawling around the ground i then took out the wrong spray... (stupid mistake, it was for mosquitos) anyway after i sprayed it, it went berserk it crawled everywhere and finally went to the toilet.. i quickly took out a WOOD POLISHING WAX SPRAY!!LOLX.. nothing funny.. anywayz i sprayed the idiot till it is covered in wax and can't breath and i murdered the cockroach by doin so!!!! i then wrapped it in tissue and did burial rites and threw it in the dustbin!!! now let us have a moment of silence to respect the dead cockroach.... R.I.P.. anyway i think maybe somehow some insects and pests are meant to be killed cos many people kill em' except for nature freaks maybe..SO if u see a stupid insect crawling around vent ur anger on it!! lol.....i'm gonna end my long crappy entry here now... hope u don't like this blog anyway it sux and may u have the most boring and stupid june holidays ever!!!! .......................... Just joking dun take things too seriously!!LOL